My Identity 20 December 2020: Ashish avoiding Asha. Asha goes to meet Ashish. The man says Ashish left in his car. She gets sad. Dayaben throws the newspaper and asks Ashish whats this. He says newspaper, they run home by printing news.
He says sorry, if you are hurt, there is nothing between me and Aisha. She asks him to see in her eyes and say is this true. He says there is no truth in it, don’t you trust me. She hugs him and says I trust you more than myself. He tells her that newspapers print anything. She asks him to freshen up and come, she will serve food. He sees the article of his and Aisha’s news, and keeps it.
Fatima asks Aisha why did she return Advani’s signing amount. Aisha says I won’t act. Fatima asks why, happiness came here after long time and you are not willing to act, you are worried so you are saying this, decisions are not taken in hurry, think well, I will call Advani. Aisha says I won’t act. Fatima says I have experience of life and telling you, don’t get mad in love, men love for few time and run away, like your dad run away. Aisha says Ashish is not like that.
Fatima reminds that you are Muslim and he is hindu, there can be just hatred between Muslim and Hindu, not love, Hindus have burnt our house and stable and made us helpless to stay a poor life, this country is not ours, its of them, if they can’t bear us, will they marry, think well, he will not come. Aisha leaves. Fatima cries and prays for her.
Asha meets Malhotra and asks about Ashish. Malhotra says I don’t know where is he, Aisha ji… She says Asha… He says Asha ji, you are big star now, why are you doing this to get insulted. She says I have to meet him, please tell me where is he. Malhotra says I promised him. She requests him. Malhotra calls someone and says we have to postpone shoot, Ashish went to Lonavla farmhouse, don’t know when will he return. Asha thanks him. Malhotra says why thanks, I did not tell you anything.
Ashish removes Asha’s pics from the wall. Asha comes there and asks why are you running away from me, what did I do Ashish. He picks her pics. He asks her to leave. She says fine, but will you be able to return to your old life. He says I will, you don’t worry for me. She asks how, you can erase my pics from this room, how will you erase the memories from your heart.
He says I will bury those memories. He shouts and asks what do you want, why did you come here. She reminds his words, that you can walk with me, but not for you, I took a step that time, now you don’t want to talk with me, but I started walking, I don’t want this name and fame, I want to get lost in darkness. He asks are you mad, people can do anything to reach here, and get what you have got, you want to lose everything. He says I m ready to get ruined to get your love.
He cries and says Maa will never agree, and I can’t leave my Maa. She says I m ready to spend my life with your love. He says don’t do this, people run this world, not Lord, you will be ruined. She says I m ready to be ruined if loving you meaning such, Lord will decide the fate of our love, whatever the fate, I will not kill this love by fear of the world. She cries and holds his hand. FB ends.
Ashish cries and writes to Maa, that I did not know about Asha’s love, I did not know that Asha is pregnant, she did not tell me as she did not want to put pressure of me, she had name, fame and money, but she rejected everything for me, she did not care for world and gave birth to our child, it was our mistake, but Asha has lived it as a blessing, without any complain, how could I let Asha get ruined alone, she did not ask for her rights since last 12 years, but today our child is asking rights, the relation which we have hidden, my daughter wants name of this relation, she wants her naamkaran, Avni wants her rights, I will do on Avni’s sports day as her Papa, I want to do this work with your blessings.
Ashish writes I would be glad if you come along me, I hope you accept my relation, Asha, and Avni, and my would be child that would be Naamkaran in real sense….. your son Ashish…. He ponders before sending the mail. He sends the mail. He sees Asha and Avni’s pic and smiles. Dayaben wakes up and holds her head.
Ashish thinking of Asha. Asha wakes up and goes out. Dhal gaya chand……plays……….. Asha and Ashish think of each other. Neela takes care of her dad. She sees Ashish’s pic and thinks of him. Asha hugs Ashish’s pic. Its morning, Ashish gets a call and says Neela you called this time, is Kaka fine. She says yes, but you are big fraud. He says I m sorry, I know you are annoyed with me. She says I m much annoyed, 3 days 13 hours and 40mins passed and I was missing you, I was waiting for your call, you make romantic movies and you are not a romantic guy. He asks did you call me to say this.
She says no, I had to say something to you, shall I? Don’t be mistaken that I love you, do you think so. He says no, I don’t think you love me. She asks really, never. He says no, you want me to lie to you. She says its fine, I will tell a story to storyteller, a romantic story of you and me. He asks you and me. She says yes, it started at the temple when I met you for the first time. She recalls her childhood and spotting Ashish taking care of his sister. He sees her in rain and runs to keep a leaf over her head. He says its very old thing. She says I still see you when I pass by that temple, I will tell you a top secret, I have been keeping karwachauth fast since I was 12 years old, don’t tease me about it. He gets shocked.
She reminds their first date. He asks when did we go on date. She says new years eve, dad was not letting me go, you managed it. FB shows Ashish and Hemant singing. Neela says we celebrate new year like this always, I want to go in party. Hemant says no way, I can’t allow you. He asks Ashish. Ashish says you are right. She asks Hemant why is he worrying, I m not going alone, Ashish is coming with me. Hemant asks Ashish. Neela signs Ashish to say yes. Ashish says yes, I forgot, she told me. Hemant asks them to go, but come back soon. Neela leaves with him. FB ends. He says you are stubborn since childhood. She says I had to balance your boring life, I can never forget that day, those moments, I liked you always, but from that day, I started loving you. He gets shocked.
FB shows Neela throwing keys to Ashish and asking him to drive. He says so madam just wants driver. She says of course, you thought I will take you along. He calls her mad. She asks him to close eyes. He asks why. She asks why so many questions, shut your eyes. He closes his eyes and says it better be interesting, shall I open my eyes. She throws the shawl and reveals her trendy look. She smiles and asks how do I look, nice. He says no, not nice, what did you wear, this is not you Neela. She asks what do you mean. He asks her to please go and change.
She asks why, I don’t wear such clothes everyday, people look hot wearing such clothes. He says hot, you will catch cold wearing this. She calls him outdated, boring and old fashioned. He says fine, I won’t take a library out in this clothes. She asks him to drive silently. They reach the party. He asks are you sure this is the venue. She says yes, come, we have come to dance. He says you go, see this song, I won’t dance, my work was to get you here, hurry up and finish dance, Kaka asked us to come home soon. She goes to dance. He drinks and sees her. He laughs seeing her. She gets angry on him. She dances with her friends. He sees Neela gone and worries. He goes to see her. She gets away and signs him. She holds her dress’ backstring.
He asks what happened, did anyone say anything. She says no, my dress. He asks what. She says my dress….. He asks what. She shouts my dress opened at the back. Everyone look at her. Ashish says carry on guys, you guys are dancing good. She says the dress was wrong. He says I told you, what happened. He says how can you see. He says whats left to see. She asks him to fix it. He asks what shall I do and makes her wear his jacket. She smiles seeing him. He holds her. The guy sings Tu mila to pata ye chala……. Ashish asks her to come. She holds his hand and stops him. She dances with him. He cheers her and hugs. She imagines a romantic dance with him. They celebrate happy new year and hug. FB ends. Neela says time stopped for me there, like Cinderella, I have kept your coat with me, I miss you. She says when you said in hospital that there is someone else in your life, I felt very scared, like I lost you forever, my breath stopped, and when you said you are ready for marriage, I was so relieved. He asks when did I say yes. She says you can’t fool me again. He says listen Neela, my unit would be finding me, you would be going for work too, we will talk later. He ends call.